It’s been so long so I have felt this way. The first time in over a year where I genuinely enjoyed a guy’s presence and wanted to know everything about him and just talk forever. I want the moon to change into the sun and the conversation is still strong. I want to be able to be happy by just talking to someone and I think you can give me that.

You keep sending me mixed signals. I have given you so many opportunities to make a move and you have not taken a single one. Are you awkward? Afraid? Hesitant? Not interested? But if you were not interested, why do you keep reaching out to me? This is so frustrating because one day I can see us being together and happy and the next day you seem like you don’t even want to talk to me. Tell me what you want and I’ll deal with it. I’m a big girl and can handle it.

You are so frustrating, but until you can give me an answer,

I cover it with a smile.


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