For the first time in a long time, everything seems like it's getting so much better, but I am already expecting everything to turn out for the worse. The temporary happiness keeps me going through these tough times. I wish this temporary feeling would reshape into a forever feeling. Happiness forever is what I crave.
It is so nice to forget everything. To be free, to be happy, even if it is for a little bit. These moments of peace are what get me through each day. I like to laugh with friends. I like to tell jokes. I like to share happy and crazy stories of the past. I … Continue reading Forget
Dear X, I do not like the way you make me feel. I do not like that your decision still impacts me so greatly today. I can not believe that my best friend would hurt me this much. The pain you have caused me is unexplainable. I can not count the amount of times I … Continue reading Dear X
The silence around you can expand to envelop you within it; no escape and no breaks from its encompassing power. The silence around you can inhibit you; no avenue to use your voice to achieve what is best for your personal health. The silence around you can depress you; constantly being stuck in your own … Continue reading Silence
Friendship is about meeting halfway, compromising, doing things you do not want to do, but doing them anyways for friendship. Friendship has lost its meaning to me. What is a friend? How can you classify one as a friend and one as not? What drives this distinction? Merriam Webster defines a friend as "A favored … Continue reading Friends
I have never found myself happy with the way others treat me. The "Golden Rule" we are taught in grade school, "Treat others the way you want to be treated" is something that I rarely see today, even among my friends. I feel that I am looked at as someone who will always be there, … Continue reading Expect Less
It took me a long time to learn that being alone is okay. The silence is intimidating at first, but soon becomes beautiful and something to be appreciated. This silence helps me heal and appreciate who I am. I love silence. I love being alone. The journey to embrace yourself in the heart of silence … Continue reading Alone
I run for myself, It gives me time to think about everything and anything. I reflect on the past, and look forward to the future. Each step gives me hope that the future won't be like the past. That I will finally be able to move on and no longer dwell on things that are … Continue reading Run
I do not know what is wrong with me. How can one person be sad for so long? I can't remember the last time that I was genuinely happy. The last time where I could look at myself in the mirror and smile. The last time where I found myself in a place I could … Continue reading What is happiness?